Stonehill graduate and former RA Sydney Ledoux, 23, died in a car crash in her home state of Connecticut early Sunday morning. One of her close friends, Chloe Teller, writes about the loss and the memories those who knew her will cherish.
By Chloe Teller
Dear Syd,
It's hard to find the words to express the depth of the void your absence has left behind. This has left me with a heavy heart and a flood of memories that I will forever hold close.
When I found out the horrible news, it was hard to understand that it was YOU whose life had been cut so short. You were the strongest, most hardworking girl I knew. How could this happen to you?
I remember the laughter we shared, the countless pieces of advice you gave me, your listening ear and your hugs. Your kindness blessed my life in ways words cannot fully capture. You were such an amazing friend to me.
The world feels a little dimmer without your presence, and it's difficult to come to terms with the fact that I won't be able to just send you a quick text anymore. You were always two steps diagonal away outside my dorm door, being room 110 and I was room 112. We spent countless nights sitting on the hallway floor outside our rooms just chatting for hours. We'd have to move our feet every time someone walked through, and there never was a silent moment we shared because of the fact we could just talk forever.
I remember everything you did for me. You made Stonehill feel like home. You were like my mom here, so when I was missing mine and feeling homesick, I knew you were just two steps away from comforting me.
Since you’ve graduated, we have deeply kept in touch. It’s hard to believe you are not a FaceTime call away anymore. Your impact on my life and the lives of those around you is immeasurable, and I feel fortunate to have known someone as incredible as you.
I'm so happy I just picked you up from the airport in September. After our nice quality ride, with you describing how much fun you had just had in Florida, you got out of the car and gave me a big hug. One last hug. I told you I’d see you soon.
As I reflect on the moments we shared, I am reminded of your strength, resilience, and the way you approached life with a sense of purpose and joy. You will forever be my inspiration. You always encouraged me to live fully and appreciate every moment. I will make you proud.
I will miss you every single day, Syd. I am grateful for the time we had together. You served such a purpose in my life. I once told RD Alejandro, when he was laughing at us for sitting in that hallway, “She’ll be at my wedding.” I hope you stop by that day and watch over me.
Thank you for being a constant source of support, love, and care. You will always hold a special place in my heart. You will never be forgotten, Syd. Please watch over me and I promise to make you proud. I will be strong for you, that’s exactly what you would have wanted.
I love you,
Chlo
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